hold it up Mish, Mish. just hold it up
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No light, no light in your bright blue eyes
I never knew daylight could be so violent
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Day 2 - Dallascon 2014
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Celebrating Supernatural -
23 Day Countdown Challenge
Day 14 - Episode 10
Theme - Dean Winchester's Journal
A man can live his whole life in a day. He can feel guilt, anger, fear. He can feel pain, he can suffer, he can fall apart. He can be put back together. He can be loved. And he can love so hard he just gets lost in all. A lot can happen in one day. A lot can change. And a lot can stay exactly the same.
One day. One day of… feeling everything there was to feel. One day to do what I had to…to clean up my mess. And one day to decide where it was all going to end.
Cas finally showed up. Bought me some time. Bought me a fuckin’ grip on some sanity. And we went to work. It was a long day. I can still hear my brother screaming. Just one more voice add to the thousands that already in my head. At least this one… This one I could fix.
I remember being a mess. I remember feeling caged and fucking terrified. I remember Sammy screaming, and Cas losing it, and I know somewhere in there I almost burned the fuck up from the inside out. It was just one day. But it’s one day I packed up and drove a thousand miles away from. Couldn’t even tell you where I am right now. Just another motel, cum-stained sheets, and static tv. Alone.
Cas..he’s an angel again and he’s gonna watch out for Sammy. Probably better than I ever could. Sam’s safe. And he’ll stay safe..because I’m gone. Did what I should have done years ago and walked the fuck out the kid’s life for good. I promised I would end the sonuvabitch that did this. And I will. I just have a job to finish first. I ain’t goin’ out until I reap a little vengeance. There’s enough time for that. I’ll find a way, a means to the end of everything that is a threat to my family. Including me.
My entire life. In one goddamned day. Everything I was made for and everything I failed. And now it’s done. One day, and the life I lived is done. Now… there’s just the mission.
I’ve got work to do.
To Be Where I Have Been
Dean wakes up the morning of his 26th birthday in an abandoned warehouse with no idea how he got there- or why it is that his estranged brother is there with him, and telling him that it’s the year 2015, not 2005.
It’s not hard to figure out that the de-aging spell that hit Dean affected his memory as well. But things get a little more complicated when he finds that Sam is hiding things from him, like what exactly has happened in the years since Dean was 26, or who the man is who calls himself Dean’s best friend. Maybe it would all be easier to deal with if someone wasn’t still waiting to finish the job they started when they cursed him. And maybe it would be easier if this damn buzzing under his skin- and the nightmares of blood and fire- would just leave him alone long enough to let him think…
(Screencaps from Home of the Nutty)
i laugh through that entire episode tbh (i mean i love it but it’s so? ridiculous? idk)
no it is literally ridiculous tho…it’s like they sat down and said hmmm now how many romantic tropes can we possibly squeeze into 40 minutes of television
it’s always been hilarious
I don’t think I’ve ever laughed watching this scene…and then all of a sudden I’m just sitting here with tears streaming down my face because I can’t stop laughing about it…
okay i know we always talk about this scene in terms of romantic tropes and all that good stuff but i’m making gifs and i can’t stop laughing because cas is legit just standing outside the window like a creep watching dean he’s not blinking or moving he’s just giving him the full on blue steel stare down